FIRST I WANT TO SAY IF YOU FOUND THIS BY CLICKING ON A LINK, OR SENT BY A SEARCH ENGINE – IT IS NOT A MISTAKE – PLEASE KEEP READING – YOU LANDED HERE FOR A REASON.

Today I have a heavy heart.  Like all of us the ripple effect of ANOTHER school shooting has torn through me – a feeling that reminds me of the days after Sept. 11 – hollow and wanting to help but not knowing how.  And to compound this feeling – is the feeling that any clairvoyant that has seen, not understood, then witnessed in true time that terrible thing.

This is what yesterday was like for me.

I saw the tragedy in only a split second on thursday night – what came to pass yesterday morning in Connecticut.  And I can tell you it sucks and it hurts and it makes me angry and I didn’t understand until this morning why I saw what I saw.  Back when I very first started the blog I wrote the following post about an incident which I am reposting here – so you may be able to get the scope of what I am talking about.  I have seen this before, the day before a lockdown.

https://ifyoucouldseewhatihear.wordpress.com/2012/01/29/another-sunday-morning-and-a-past-experience-thats-been-on-my-mind-3/

Thursday night as I was going to sleep I saw that again.  I saw where I was on the mat, the feeling hit me again, and I don’t know how to explain this but I heard the word and saw it at the same time, but not separately, as one – the word LOCKEDDOWN.  It startled me and I had that feeling again, of why in the world would I think of THAT.  I felt around in my head for a bit, trying to understand, but then went to sleep.

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When I work from home I never have the TV on.  When the articles started showing up online – that’s when I found out.  And I still didn’t make the connection.  Then halfway through reading one I saw it.  The word LOCKDOWN – then it hit me.  To say it hit me is not a true representation.  It dumbfounded and smashed me at the same time.  It took a while to sink in on all the levels.  As a parent.  As a child advocate.  As someone who’s life’s work is working  with elementary school kids – and as a clairvoyant.

And I was pissed.  Raged.  Actually there is not a true word to represent how I felt.  At the same time confused and experiencing complete sorrow when something else hit me.  Everything fell in at once.  Confusion, chaos, screaming, snotty horrified tear-stained faces.  Christmas trees with handmade ornaments with happy school photos in the snowman’s face.  I’ll stop because it’s too much to relive, and to put you, the reader through.  It hurts my heart too much.  But this is what rushed in along with the feeling of WHY DID I SEE THAT LAST NIGHT – WHAT WAS THE POINT???  It’s torture.

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TODAY I WOKE UP WITH MY ANSWER.

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 I am supposed to go to Connecticut.  There is clairvoyant, psychic, whatever you want to call it – healing work to be done there.  I know this sounds crazy.  There is this part of me that says, “why are YOU so important? HUH?”  “WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?”  and I say to those questions I don’t know.  And for now at least JUST SHUT UP SO I CAN THINK!  I am led.  I know that.  There are people there that need to hear what I have to convey.  I’m not going to go into it here for concern of upsetting anyone involved in the tragedy directly – but there is work to be done.  And it’s important not only to the community but to the bigger community of us – all affected.  I keep hearing over and over THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.  SOONER THAN LATER THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.  So time is of the essence.  I don’t understand this, but I am asking for your help.  I’m not asking for money or anything like that – although I have NO idea how this is going to happen – I am asking for IDEAS.  I am asking for CONNECTIONS.  I am asking for you to think and talk about this and see if there is something you know of that can help me get to where I am supposed to be.  Please help me figure out how to make this happen.  It is necessary.  That is all I know.  And it needs to happen soon.  I need to be on a plane within what I see to be the next 3 DAYS.  So I ask, you if you have a thought or idea – nothing is too crazy – please share it here or – and wow I sure don’t know about this part but I am being shown my phone number on my phone – please call me if you do not want to share it here, or want to be anonymous.  My number is 512-496-4284.  My name is Deborah.  My email is deborah@travelingpsychicsupperclub.com.  If you have any thoughts, please share them and let’s take steps to heal this tragedy with love, compassion, support and connection.  Thank you for reading all of this today.  I know it’s a lot to take in.  I am ready.  Let’s go.  THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.

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