Tag Archive: Adam Lanza


Something else coming.  This is what I keep getting over and over.  Third. Trifecta. Trinity.

Ok I am being told to put this in here AT THE TOP SO PEOPLE WILL READ IT.  SO PLEASE FREAKIN’ READ THIS – and then read the rest.

LAY DOWN THIS GUN CONTROL FIGHT.  NO MATTER WHICH SIDE YOU ARE ON.  The FIGHTING is FEEDING SOMETHING.  Something we don’t want.  I keep seeing the “negative” as the Grinch.  Standing there smirking, saying,

“YES, YES, FIGHT”

This fight over guns reminds me of the Native American Story about TWO WOLVES -which I grabbed from this pretty amazing site: http://www.dennydavis.net/poemfiles/native.htm

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Two Wolves

An old Cherokee told his grandson that a battle that goes on inside each us. The battle is between two ‘wolves’. One ‘wolf’ is Evil. It has anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other ‘wolf’ is Good. It has joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith.”

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: “Which wolf wins?”

The old Cherokee simply replied, “The one you feed.”

I ask you to consider, if you are fighting, which one are you feeding?  I’m not interested in getting into politics – and this isn’t about politics anyway.  It’s a simple question with a simple answer  – WHICH ONE DO YOU FEED?

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THREE OF SWORDS

UGH.  While receiving today, I thought, maybe I am just driving myself crazy with this.  I’m going to take a break here in a few but wanted to share this:  I consulted the Tarot Deck which I have only recently started to learn, and use as a tool – similar to how I used the Doreen Virtue Angel Deck.

I did a quick reading basing thought on Adam Lanza and received what I imagined I would, the reading included the Seven of Swords – a thief, and Inverted Fool, a confused individual.  I wish I had photographed the reading but I didn’t.  I can’t remember anything else about it.

But then I did a one card pull regarding this feeling that there is a third event.  This is the card I got:

three of swords

This is my answer.  Three swords inserted in to a heart.  Sorrow and pain.  Tears fall like rain in the back.  The card is INVERTED, so this is the description of the Upright Three of Swords – as taken from READING TAROT CARDS – by Susan Hansson the book that accompanies the Palladini Deck.  These are from her writings – Susan is a dear friend of mine, so I hope she doesn’t mind…

Three of Swords:  Upright: Heartache and Sorrow.  Tears and Anguish.  Forced separations, loss of love or loved ones.  loneliness.  Emotional Upheaval.  Difficult trying time.  Intense Emotional Pain or Scars.  Betrayals.  Disappointment in Love.

These are the meanings of the INVERTED or REVERSED card.  Sorrow to a lesser degree.  Confusion, Possible danger of position being compromised.  Disorder.  Broken Promises.  Quarreling, Conflict, War.

Even though the reversed card is to a lesser degree, it’s still denoting pain and sorrow.

After reading this I took a short break to peel eggs for deviled eggs that I was going to take to a party I’m not going to make it to.  While I was doing that I KEPT getting:  a feeling of agitation.  A disappointment.  I heard “They are already forgetting”.  and “This can still be avoided.”  Almost coming from two different places, one of good the other…a place desiring pain.  The Angel and Devil on the shoulder almost.

So this is what I take from the reading and what I received after.  We must continue to hold Connecticut in our hearts.  We cannot go back to our everyday lives and forget.  This doesn’t mean wallow in the pain, it means let it change us for good.  Let us carry it to our own families to bond us together.  There is one “side” that wants Chaos and destruction, another that wants peace and love.   Please no one start talking to me about devils here – it’s not a red man with a pitchfork, it’s the collective consciousness.  Telling us, well, you asked for this.  All of this worry and focus on 2012 has brought this to us.  Mayan’s started what you now can finish – you decide the way.  The Mayan’s played their part with that damn calendar that so many people put validity in and now we are living the outcome.  So Sandy Hooks happens and people say, “WHY>>> How did this tragedy happen???”

So that is the Negative talking, right?  Here is Light’s response:  Continue to hold space.  Continue to do whatever it is you do, the best way you know how.  PRAY.  Comfort.  Support.  LOVE.  Families KEEP that bond that this tragedy has afforded us.  Strengthen it and grow it.

Be the WHOS and SING.

whos singing

 

I see the Grinch smirking.  But Remember what happened at the end?

We can do this.

THE GRINCH’S HEART GREW TO THREE TIMES IT’S SIZE…

SO – I am reaching out to anyone who walks in light.  Light workers, Energy workers, Indigos, our Stars and Crystals.  If you practice DEEKSHA – YOU TOO.  Let’s get the word out to the Deeksha Community right away. WHATEVER RELIGION YOU FOLLOW OR DON’T FOLLOW – This means you too.

Whatever this third thing is, can be avoided.

It just takes strength, love and light.  In the case that it happens anyway – so be it.  We will just have to stand where we are and continue to hold space – keeping our umbrellas open.  Whatever the result all things happen in perfect time.  Let’s put what we have out there and have faith in the best.

Please join me in broadcasting LOVE AND LIGHT.  No matter who you are if you stop here I ask you to leave a comment that simply says LOVE.  Then tell someone about what we need to do.  Thank you to anyone who response, in advance.

I received this email recently and when I went to respond directly to the writer, I got a mailer daemon.  So I thought I would respond here on the blog, since I think this is information for us all.  Please read on…from Reader A.
Hi Deborah
 I was just reading over your blog and found it very interesting.  I am so sorry you have to see those glimpses of events, it sure does sound like torture.  I don’t know if you have any mediumistic abilities or know anyone who does, but I have been feeling increasing anxiety over those souls who were lost in the CT shooting.  I am so worried that these people won’t realize they were killed or even worse that the spirit of the shooter could still be holding them there.  I really hope these adults and children all made their way safely into the light.  I wish there was some way to know for sure.  This was my idea to help.  I certainly hope these victims are not still suffering, even after the death of their physical bodies.
Reader A.
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I have received many messages and emails like this so I think it is looking to be addressed.
Please know I am not trying to upset anyone by this response, but only am relaying information I have received.
My thoughts and prayers continue to be with the families.  __________________________________________________________________________________________
My Response:
Thank you so much for taking the time to write.  Please don’t feel anxious for the souls that have past.  Although it may sound crazy, it was a part of their path, their parent’s path, and also amazingly the killer Adam Lanza’s path. They have played a role in a much bigger picture – to create an opportunity for love and connection across the planet.  I was talking to a friend yesterday and she said, “why did it have to be little kids??  Why did it have to be so terrible”  In response I heard the words – “It had to be so terrible to make people take notice.  To stop everyone, to make them pause to then come together.  It was the only way to get the world’s attention.”  and that made sense to me.  I know this is difficult for us to comprehend, it is even for me, but it’s true.
Know that the children and staff have crossed over perfectly.  Others were actually preparing for this on the other side.  Over there, this is a joyous occasion.  Hard to believe but it’s true.  They went home.  🙂  Heartbreaking for those of us left behind, especially the parents and families, but it’s part of a larger design.  And they are honored and loved everywhere because of it.
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I would like to encourage anyone with questions to ASK them here on the blog.  Or send them to me personally.  I am doing my part to help – and this blog is a big piece of that.  So please – if you have questions, ASK.  I will do my best to help.
Thank you for reading, and peace to all.  Let’s continue to send love and support to Connecticut, and around the world.
– Deborah

Hello Everyone –

I have been receiving emails from around the planet.  I received one that opened something up for me, and I wanted to share my response here – If I get the go ahead from the sender, I will share the original email in comments below.  I invite you to KEEP sharing your personal experiences here – we are connected and meant to speak up – share our stories.  Thank you to everyone who has shared theirs.

Thank you so much for the wonderful email.  We share that connection of receiving information – and then having that overwhelming sick feeling when what we were seeing finally makes sense.  Ugh, I know that exact feeling in that exact moment.  I hope that is subsiding a bit today for you, as for me, I am seeing something amazing.
Those of us who “saw” or “felt” prior to the event – we are meant to be something like the pole that holds up a massive tent – that’s the best way of explaining – and funny, originally I saw an umbrella, then said that about the tent, and spirit said to me, NO – say an umbrella!  So, OK!  we are like the supporting pole of an umbrella – meant to stand up WHERE WE ARE and project love and light to hold up this huge web of supporting love for others.  That’s our jobs in this time.
I am also seeing something else – the part of How The Grinch Stole Christmas – when the Grinch steals the Who’s gifts and they sing anyway.  Their joy lifting up to grow the Grinch’s heart.
This is overwhelming to me.  A Love and Joy is growing that is expanding up and over the broken-hearted, love rising up through the cracks of pain and grief.  Holding those in pain with compassion.  Pulling them into ourselves and offering our own hearts to offer relief and comfort and expecting nothing in return.  Now I understand the umbrella.  We are each making the choice to open our own umbrellas one to cover another, opening here and there, all over, to create one large cover of love.  I ask you – please open your umbrella and let’s connect to get through this together.
ONE
In Pain…LOVE
In Chaos…STILLNESS
In Lonliness…A HAND EXTENDED
In Heartbreak…A SONG
In Hopelessness…A HUG
In Despair…AN OPEN HEART
EXTENDS LOVE
EXTENDS LOVE
WE ARE ONE
Thank you to everyone who has written me privately, or posted comments to the blog.
There is work to be done.
OPEN YOUR UMBRELLA.
SHARE LOVE AND HOPE TODAY.

FIRST I WANT TO SAY IF YOU FOUND THIS BY CLICKING ON A LINK, OR SENT BY A SEARCH ENGINE – IT IS NOT A MISTAKE – PLEASE KEEP READING – YOU LANDED HERE FOR A REASON.

Today I have a heavy heart.  Like all of us the ripple effect of ANOTHER school shooting has torn through me – a feeling that reminds me of the days after Sept. 11 – hollow and wanting to help but not knowing how.  And to compound this feeling – is the feeling that any clairvoyant that has seen, not understood, then witnessed in true time that terrible thing.

This is what yesterday was like for me.

I saw the tragedy in only a split second on thursday night – what came to pass yesterday morning in Connecticut.  And I can tell you it sucks and it hurts and it makes me angry and I didn’t understand until this morning why I saw what I saw.  Back when I very first started the blog I wrote the following post about an incident which I am reposting here – so you may be able to get the scope of what I am talking about.  I have seen this before, the day before a lockdown.

https://ifyoucouldseewhatihear.wordpress.com/2012/01/29/another-sunday-morning-and-a-past-experience-thats-been-on-my-mind-3/

Thursday night as I was going to sleep I saw that again.  I saw where I was on the mat, the feeling hit me again, and I don’t know how to explain this but I heard the word and saw it at the same time, but not separately, as one – the word LOCKEDDOWN.  It startled me and I had that feeling again, of why in the world would I think of THAT.  I felt around in my head for a bit, trying to understand, but then went to sleep.

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When I work from home I never have the TV on.  When the articles started showing up online – that’s when I found out.  And I still didn’t make the connection.  Then halfway through reading one I saw it.  The word LOCKDOWN – then it hit me.  To say it hit me is not a true representation.  It dumbfounded and smashed me at the same time.  It took a while to sink in on all the levels.  As a parent.  As a child advocate.  As someone who’s life’s work is working  with elementary school kids – and as a clairvoyant.

And I was pissed.  Raged.  Actually there is not a true word to represent how I felt.  At the same time confused and experiencing complete sorrow when something else hit me.  Everything fell in at once.  Confusion, chaos, screaming, snotty horrified tear-stained faces.  Christmas trees with handmade ornaments with happy school photos in the snowman’s face.  I’ll stop because it’s too much to relive, and to put you, the reader through.  It hurts my heart too much.  But this is what rushed in along with the feeling of WHY DID I SEE THAT LAST NIGHT – WHAT WAS THE POINT???  It’s torture.

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TODAY I WOKE UP WITH MY ANSWER.

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 I am supposed to go to Connecticut.  There is clairvoyant, psychic, whatever you want to call it – healing work to be done there.  I know this sounds crazy.  There is this part of me that says, “why are YOU so important? HUH?”  “WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?”  and I say to those questions I don’t know.  And for now at least JUST SHUT UP SO I CAN THINK!  I am led.  I know that.  There are people there that need to hear what I have to convey.  I’m not going to go into it here for concern of upsetting anyone involved in the tragedy directly – but there is work to be done.  And it’s important not only to the community but to the bigger community of us – all affected.  I keep hearing over and over THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.  SOONER THAN LATER THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.  So time is of the essence.  I don’t understand this, but I am asking for your help.  I’m not asking for money or anything like that – although I have NO idea how this is going to happen – I am asking for IDEAS.  I am asking for CONNECTIONS.  I am asking for you to think and talk about this and see if there is something you know of that can help me get to where I am supposed to be.  Please help me figure out how to make this happen.  It is necessary.  That is all I know.  And it needs to happen soon.  I need to be on a plane within what I see to be the next 3 DAYS.  So I ask, you if you have a thought or idea – nothing is too crazy – please share it here or – and wow I sure don’t know about this part but I am being shown my phone number on my phone – please call me if you do not want to share it here, or want to be anonymous.  My number is 512-496-4284.  My name is Deborah.  My email is deborah@travelingpsychicsupperclub.com.  If you have any thoughts, please share them and let’s take steps to heal this tragedy with love, compassion, support and connection.  Thank you for reading all of this today.  I know it’s a lot to take in.  I am ready.  Let’s go.  THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.

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