Tag Archive: premonition

Something else coming.  This is what I keep getting over and over.  Third. Trifecta. Trinity.

Ok I am being told to put this in here AT THE TOP SO PEOPLE WILL READ IT.  SO PLEASE FREAKIN’ READ THIS – and then read the rest.

LAY DOWN THIS GUN CONTROL FIGHT.  NO MATTER WHICH SIDE YOU ARE ON.  The FIGHTING is FEEDING SOMETHING.  Something we don’t want.  I keep seeing the “negative” as the Grinch.  Standing there smirking, saying,


This fight over guns reminds me of the Native American Story about TWO WOLVES -which I grabbed from this pretty amazing site: http://www.dennydavis.net/poemfiles/native.htm


Two Wolves

An old Cherokee told his grandson that a battle that goes on inside each us. The battle is between two ‘wolves’. One ‘wolf’ is Evil. It has anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other ‘wolf’ is Good. It has joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith.”

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: “Which wolf wins?”

The old Cherokee simply replied, “The one you feed.”

I ask you to consider, if you are fighting, which one are you feeding?  I’m not interested in getting into politics – and this isn’t about politics anyway.  It’s a simple question with a simple answer  – WHICH ONE DO YOU FEED?



UGH.  While receiving today, I thought, maybe I am just driving myself crazy with this.  I’m going to take a break here in a few but wanted to share this:  I consulted the Tarot Deck which I have only recently started to learn, and use as a tool – similar to how I used the Doreen Virtue Angel Deck.

I did a quick reading basing thought on Adam Lanza and received what I imagined I would, the reading included the Seven of Swords – a thief, and Inverted Fool, a confused individual.  I wish I had photographed the reading but I didn’t.  I can’t remember anything else about it.

But then I did a one card pull regarding this feeling that there is a third event.  This is the card I got:

three of swords

This is my answer.  Three swords inserted in to a heart.  Sorrow and pain.  Tears fall like rain in the back.  The card is INVERTED, so this is the description of the Upright Three of Swords – as taken from READING TAROT CARDS – by Susan Hansson the book that accompanies the Palladini Deck.  These are from her writings – Susan is a dear friend of mine, so I hope she doesn’t mind…

Three of Swords:  Upright: Heartache and Sorrow.  Tears and Anguish.  Forced separations, loss of love or loved ones.  loneliness.  Emotional Upheaval.  Difficult trying time.  Intense Emotional Pain or Scars.  Betrayals.  Disappointment in Love.

These are the meanings of the INVERTED or REVERSED card.  Sorrow to a lesser degree.  Confusion, Possible danger of position being compromised.  Disorder.  Broken Promises.  Quarreling, Conflict, War.

Even though the reversed card is to a lesser degree, it’s still denoting pain and sorrow.

After reading this I took a short break to peel eggs for deviled eggs that I was going to take to a party I’m not going to make it to.  While I was doing that I KEPT getting:  a feeling of agitation.  A disappointment.  I heard “They are already forgetting”.  and “This can still be avoided.”  Almost coming from two different places, one of good the other…a place desiring pain.  The Angel and Devil on the shoulder almost.

So this is what I take from the reading and what I received after.  We must continue to hold Connecticut in our hearts.  We cannot go back to our everyday lives and forget.  This doesn’t mean wallow in the pain, it means let it change us for good.  Let us carry it to our own families to bond us together.  There is one “side” that wants Chaos and destruction, another that wants peace and love.   Please no one start talking to me about devils here – it’s not a red man with a pitchfork, it’s the collective consciousness.  Telling us, well, you asked for this.  All of this worry and focus on 2012 has brought this to us.  Mayan’s started what you now can finish – you decide the way.  The Mayan’s played their part with that damn calendar that so many people put validity in and now we are living the outcome.  So Sandy Hooks happens and people say, “WHY>>> How did this tragedy happen???”

So that is the Negative talking, right?  Here is Light’s response:  Continue to hold space.  Continue to do whatever it is you do, the best way you know how.  PRAY.  Comfort.  Support.  LOVE.  Families KEEP that bond that this tragedy has afforded us.  Strengthen it and grow it.

Be the WHOS and SING.

whos singing


I see the Grinch smirking.  But Remember what happened at the end?

We can do this.


SO – I am reaching out to anyone who walks in light.  Light workers, Energy workers, Indigos, our Stars and Crystals.  If you practice DEEKSHA – YOU TOO.  Let’s get the word out to the Deeksha Community right away. WHATEVER RELIGION YOU FOLLOW OR DON’T FOLLOW – This means you too.

Whatever this third thing is, can be avoided.

It just takes strength, love and light.  In the case that it happens anyway – so be it.  We will just have to stand where we are and continue to hold space – keeping our umbrellas open.  Whatever the result all things happen in perfect time.  Let’s put what we have out there and have faith in the best.

Please join me in broadcasting LOVE AND LIGHT.  No matter who you are if you stop here I ask you to leave a comment that simply says LOVE.  Then tell someone about what we need to do.  Thank you to anyone who response, in advance.


It’s a chilly Sunday morning, time to write.  I got texted out of bed this morning from someone asking if we had another early morning soccer game, see I told you I was suburban!  No, the game’s later, but it got me up and brought me here…my cell phone bringing me to my computer.  Technology leads the Luddite (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Luddite) to more technology.  Funny how that happens….

So the incident that I’ve had in mind to share here is one that I experienced years ago, but has always stuck with me because of the intensity of the imprint.  Here’s what happened.  I was walking into my daughter’s school (she was in elementary at the time) and just as the electric doors whhhisshed open, something stopped me in mid step.  Something hit me…softly, but with a firm intensity.  I may not do a great job explaining it, but I’ll do my best.

Does anyone remember when Russian insurgents overtook a school in 2004 and held the children and teachers hostage?  They had the school on lock down for 3 horrible days they killed a lot of the hostages, many of them schoolchildren.  Here is a link: http://www.nytimes.com/2004/09/02/international/europe/02russia.html

I didn’t follow it when it was happening, but my mother did, and almost obsessed about it.  Any time we spoke during that time period, she talked about how terrifying it must be for the children inside, for their parents, and so on.  I still remember that sick feeling it gave me when she spoke of it, and how it affected her.

So that morning I was walking into my daughter’s school, and like I said, was stopped suddenly and completely.  Suddenly I FELT overwhelmed and that incident flooded all over me.  What was weird, is I just knew what it was.  I didn’t see a picture, or hear a word, I just had a feeling, and knew what it was attached to, and knew it was that Russian school incident (I would like to add that this was at least a year later, so it wasn’t “fresh” in my mind..and actually I hadn’t really thought about it since it happened). That experience I can only call an imprint.  Once it was over, I kept walking in, but was shaken, and really had no idea what the hell THAT could have been.  That’s kind of how it happens a lot of the time, I don’t know where the connection is until later, which can be frustrating.  I got the connection the next day.

My sister was in town and we were running errands.  We were in (of all place) Sears getting a new tire when my phone rang.  My friend whose daughter also went to that school was calling to tell me that the elementary school was on LOCK DOWN.  When she said those words I heard nothing else, I felt like all of the blood ran out of my body and the air was sucked out of the room.  It clicked right at that moment.  What I had felt the day before, was happening today.  The emotion was overwhelming and I started crying immediately.  It’s scary enough to hear your kid’s school is on lock down, but to have seen it the day before was almost too much.  I got more of the story once I calmed down, my friend had a daycare and watched a lot of the teacher’s kids.  One of those teachers who was inside the school called her to let her know what was going on.  No one even knew about it outside of the school yet other than the police.  The whole thing turned out to be no big deal at all, it turned out that some middle school kids had been messing around in a ditch behind the school, skipping school and making YouTube videos with fake guns, someone had seen them and called the cops.  In turn the school was locked down, for the safety of the kids inside until the police could see what was going on.

The school had never been on lock down before, and has never been since.

That experience is one of many, but one of the first I can remember being so very clear, the premonition that was so confusing, until it clicked the next day.  I think I started to really notice premonitions more after that day because that one was such a ton of bricks.  It somehow opened me up more to that specific clair.

Well, happy Sunday – hope to see you back here again.

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