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Hello Everyone!!

I can’t believe it’s taken me so long to post this – but tonight is my first Radio EVER Broadcast of…..

Traveling Psychic Supper Club – the radio show – on www.paramaniaradio.com!!!

I would love it if you would join me in celebrating this very special event – the show starts at 5:00PM Central time and it’s a live, much larger version of the dinners I hold here in Austin.

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(I write a blog about that too, although not as extensive as this one, at www.travelingpsychicsupperclub.com).  The show is about anything and everything psychic – for anyone from beginner, everyday people, all the way up to professional psychics.  I’ll be discussing different topics – tonight is kind of an into – but I’ve also got a wonderful Guest – Jackie Mihalchick – AKA Clairgirl – who writes an amazing blog here:  http://aclairvoyantjourney.com/who has become a friend and confidant – a fellow Clair with whom I’ve had MANY parallels – which I’m sure we’ll discuss tonight!  We will be discussing whatever comes up!  So I invite you to call in with anything you would like to share or a question you may have.  I think the show is going to be a great place to connect with old psychic friends and make new ones.

IF you are interested in being a guest please contact me via email at deborah@travelingpsychicsupperclub.com so we can talk – My greatest desire with this show is getting even more information out there about how REGULAR people are psychic, and that we all have these tremendous abilities within us.

I’ve already been in contact with many, many psychics, authors and overall amazing people who want to be a part of this show and I am excited to see which direction this takes me.  I know it’s a part of my path and hopefully part of yours!!  Oh yea, and that little ole TV show I mentioned a while back, wonderful things are happening with that too – so, STAY TUNED!! – but TUNE IN for sure tonight, on www.paramaniaradio.com, and take your seat at the psychic table!

At 5:00pm central, 6:00pm eastern, CALL IN NUMBER is displayed on the screen during the show – I’d love to hear from you!  Thanks again for everything, everyone that reads this blog, leaves a comment or shares and idea – you are wonderful and important to me and I appreciate you!!

Thanks guys!!! Much Love!  Deborah

AKA @suburbanclairvoyant

 

So I’ve been talking to a lot of people lately who are feeling up in the air and disconnected.  Hmm, up in the air, or for some, more like swimming in molasses.

Are you feeling that way right now?

I have been too, on and off.  I feel like I should be doing so much, but don’t know where to begin, or how to expand on what has already been started.  This is part of a pattern for me, which right now, feels like I’m swimming against the current.  This is a part of the pattern that I don’t like very much…blah.

I’ve written about it before describing it as a brick wall.  Well back then it was a wall, now, it’s a bit better, kind of like a partial brick wall, with some bricks missing so at least I can see through it in places.  I have to remember that this is a step forward.  Even one brick out of that wall is a step forward.

But now I feel like I’m in a waiting period or holding period…again.  There is one difference and I think it’s the one that removed some of those bricks – I’m making connections and having conversations that I wasn’t before.  And the connections I’ve made and established are making connections, so some of the work that was started, not just by me but by others that are feeling this pull towards…SOMETHING… are coming together in a lot of different places.  It’s not long before we all reach each other and are connected…I know that so many people are going through their spiritual awakening – are at the very beginning of it at this time, it’s important for those of us that have been through it (or the initial levels of it) to make ourselves available to help them not feel so lost or alone or isolated…and lend a hand with the intention of moving us all forward, collectively.

Reaching out to uplift each other

image borrowed from http://todayiappreciate.com
promoting appreciation…

SO if you read this blog, I am making a request of you – please share what you are doing to connect to others here.  I want to know you and who you are and where you are.  We are all part of something so much bigger that is growing in a behind the scenes way.  So what I ask is will you make yourself known, so others can find you if they are looking for you, and may not even know it?  Please share here anything that can help someone find you, an email, a name, a location, a website.  If you are having classes in your community please share them here.  If you are going through something – even if you don’t know what it is…Share it here.  Someone who reads it may be able to help.  This isn’t for the purposes of marketing, nothing like that, but just a way to let people know what you are doing if you are connecting with others in a spiritual way.  I think in the future, the not so far off future it will be good to know where others like us are.   Like I know Clairgirl in Colorado is making videos that are online, please comment and share a link to where people can find them.  I know Donna my Astrologer friend and connector is doing her own thing to link Astrologers together, and has a pretty awesome radio show…Donna, will you post the link so anyone who reads the blog can find it?  I know all of this stuff but I want it to come from my connectors themselves – I can’t present you the way you would present yourself – And I know a lot of practicing psychics stop by – let me know who you are and where you are.  When my group starts traveling I want to be able to connect with you and meet up with you in person! I just keep getting “there is work to be done”.

So, let’s do this thing.

 

It’s been forever since I’ve written anything here, thoughts have been coming in and out for sure, just not making it to the page.  A lot has gone on in the last month.  I’ll go into that later at some point…but specifically in the past 15 hours I’ve had a proverbial Psychic “shot in the arm”.  So if this writing is a little rusty, I’m trying to just get back into it, so forgive me if this is a bumpy ride…

Long Island Medium started again last night which I sat down and watched some of with my daughter after an exhausting Mother’s Day (hope all you Moms out there had a great day!)  It gave me a couple of different boosts…While watching the show I’m picking up my own cues from the person being read.  I enjoy watching LIM for that reason, it’s kind of like an opportunity to read, without any kind of pressure (that I place on myself) during a reading to “say the right thing”.  Not that I ever know what that is anyway.  Usually “the right thing” is the kookiest thing that could possibly come out of my mouth!

Case in point.

Last night I had a very vivid dream – that included a sink and my favorite Beastie Boy.  And (in the dream) that Beastie Boy’s cousin.  Upon waking, someone’s face/name popped into my head.  In my world, this only means one thing.  I’ve got a phone call to make.  A very weird phone call.

(And no, my psychic phone is not a red rotary phone,

but I like this picture much more than a boring old Iphone sitting on the counter.  It makes me laugh)

So before saying anything else, I’ve got to say this.  Yes, it’s weird.  It’s uncomfortable. It’s not something I want to do, call someone and say…”Uh, Hey, UM…What’s up, yea, I had this dream that I’m supposed to tell you about…” – Luckily this is someone who knows me “psychically”  – which it sounds like it would, but it doesn’t really make it any easier.  Even as a psychic, I second guess myself.  I say, “Yea, that’s crazy – I’m not going to say that!”   but like I tell EVERYBODY ELSE, you can’t judge it.  Judging it pushes it away.  Second guessing it, nope, can’t do it.  Maybe it’s not for you to get.  In my case, it’s never for me to get.  It’s for the receiver.  I’m just the messenger.  I will say it’s easier for me to give a message to someone who has actually COME TO ME for information, more than someone I  just out of the blue have to call on a Monday.

But here’s the kicker.  The information made sense to the person it was meant for.  And it addressed a question.  The sink was almost thrown in there for me, as a validation.   And THAT’S Pretty Freakin’ Awesome.  So what does this mean for you?  This cryptic story about dreams and not second guessing yourself?  It means if you have a feeling that you need to share something, share it.  If you see an opportunity, take it.  Even if it feels absolutely crazy.

ALRIGHT… the Traveling Psychic Supper Club has been working on  project for a while and it’s time for me to share it.  I’m writing about it on the Clair Blog – although it’s Supper Club related because this is really personal to me, and it’s an experience that is COMPLETELY CLAIRVOYANT and I just keep seeing that this is where it belongs.  Because this is where it started, and you can get to it from the Traveling Supper Club Page too.  The journey started here, and the whole thing is based in the clairvoyant, and the perfect coming together of 5 ABSOLUTE strangers to create something amazing and new and different.

So then Reader, let me ask you, if there were another Psychic TV Show on about a Psychic Supper Club, that is also a support group of sorts, something that shows you that YOU are psychic to, because let’s face it, we all are, and showed you how to access that and apply it to your everyday life, would you watch it?  A show about regular people who you could sit down and talk with, someone like you or your brother, or your neighbor?  That you could access through the blog, and then maybe even sit down and talk with one on one (or really, 5 on 1 – we’re not scary, and we don’t bite…) Some one REAL?

I hope so – because that’s what we are working on right now – going into April working with our Amazing Director and Producer to create just what people are looking for and want to see.   This is a completely new and exciting experience for all of us – none of us has ever done TV before, we come from “regular” lives, and it’s crazy and wonderful and REAL, even though it’s totally UNREAL.  And it’s not for us, it’s for EVERYONE and we are doing it with that intent:  That EVERYONE can get something from it, kids, adults, families, friends.  So that we can start a discussion that moves forward and around to become many other conversations…So this is it – this is the project, I hope you’ll follow the progress whether it’s through the TPSC page or the If You Could See What I Hear page, I invite you to join us.  Because after all, you are one of us.  Thank you for reading, for following, whether you just started today, or have been with me since the beginning, you are welcome, and I am happy you are here.

Next installment:  How it all happened…Stay Tuned!

I got an email in my inbox today from Chris Guillebeau, who by a Non-Random Co-Incidence I met yesterday at Bookpeople (You can check out the post here:   (but it was my very last post so hopefully you already saw it! )

https://ifyoucouldseewhatihear.wordpress.com/2013/03/11/sxsw2013-chris-guillebeau-and-the-100-startup-connection/

This email put out a challenge to all the readers of The Art of Non-Conformity to make something that’s worth something available for FREE.  I am meeting the challenge by…giving away 2 FREE BUSINESS RELATED EMAIL READINGS, which are usually $25 apiece.

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Here’s how it works: With an email reading you can ask me up to 5 questions related to your business that you would like for me to look at with a “psychic eye”.   If there is a specific area of struggle you would like to overcome or look at from a different angle please include it in your email.  Once I receive the email give me a couple of days before responding.  I’ll send you any information I receive, which you may or may not reply to, however you feel.  Then after about a week I’ll send a follow-up email checking in.  Usually after a reading the receiver will have a couple of “clicks” take place that shift their perception, or something will come into their lives that acts like a tool or catalyst to show a new path or direction.  So we do a little follow-up just to “close” the session.

One note:  I’m not wanting to see people’s actual  numbers, I’m a psychic, not an accountant!  But usually struggles with money aren’t with the money at all.  I can see things from a different point of view.

If you would like to learn more about my abilities and how I read please feel free to check out the About ME page before responding.  I’ll pick two people at random over the next couple of days to receive an Email Reading.  If you would like to be considered, please just leave a comment below, and I’ll email the “winners” back within about 10 days.

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A special thanks to Chris again for making this challenge available to all AONC readers.  If you feel led to give something of value away for free, please take part in the challenge – and leave a comment so I can share it with my readers too.

Oh, and here’s the link to the original ART OF NON-CONFORMITY CHALLENGE:

http://chrisguillebeau.com/3×5/help-someone-for-free/

I’m posting this on my other blog as well – http://travelingpsychicsupperclub.com/supperclubaustinblog/ – so if you see this twice, I apologize!  Thanks as always for reading – now get out there and make someone else’s day.  🙂

Happy Saturday Everyone  🙂

I’ve had a lot of amazing conversations lately. The one unifying factor is this: WE ARE ALL EQUAL.

Last week I spoke at our school district’s annual conference and at one point I noted, and it’s completely true – I see everyone as a peer. Wether you are the Superintendent of schools, or a 4th grader, you are my peer. I have something to learn from either, and both.

Based on that one way of thinking can you see everyone as an equal? How can that be applied to everyday life? And what is the bigger idea here? For me – it’s NO JUDGEMENT.  Of OTHERS and of SELF.  This is huge – and it was huge for me.

Here’s a list of people – as you read it how do you feel? ABOVE or BELOW?  Let’s make this a visual exercise, but with no pictures.  When you read the list, see the individuals in your mind, and check in with your body – using the two words ABOVE AND BELOW

Your BOSS   Your SPOUSE   Your PARENTS
Your PASTOR/PRIEST/MINISTER/SPIRITUAL ADVISOR
Your (or your kids) DOCTOR
Your (or your kids) TEACHER

(INSERT ANYONE YOU FEEL BELOW HERE)

So anyone who you see as “ABOVE” you…can you see them as a peer? Seeing everyone as a peer – and treating them as such removes obstacles between people.   And it works in a ripple effect.  How much judgement do we impose on OURSELVES and each other because we expect someone else to have all of the answers because of what we are told is an elevated position?  How much pressure can we take off of ourself and each other by seeing every single person we encounter as a peer?

Here’s another list.  Use the same technique – ABOVE AND BELOW – check in when you see the individual in your mind’s eye.

Your COWORKERS  The Barista at Starbucks

the Custodian in your building  Your NEIGHBORS

YOUR KIDS    YOUR KIDS    YOUR KIDS

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Can you see all of the people in the lists ACROSS THE BOARD as an EQUALS  Or do you see the top list as authority figures and the people on the second list as below you?

Where do you feel the most empowered?  The most disheartened?  Can you flip it?  If you aren’t enjoying life – can you flip it?

What does flipping it look like for you?  For me, it’s taking the judgement off.  Of everyone, myself included.  And not projecting my perceptions of a situation onto others involved.  Taking a step back.  Looking at any given situation as a viewer, not a participator.

Taking the Judgement off of OTHERS as well as OURSELVES creates opportunity for amazing transformations to take place.   Have you had a situation that you can remember that had a positive outcome, different from the usual negative outcome that happened because you took the judgement off?  I’ll bring it back to being psychic, clairvoyant, precognative, whatever term applies to you.  Have you ever had your ability perk up and instead of stuffing it back down or second guessing it, you just acknowledged it without judgement?  Can you share it here?  I look forward to hearing from you.  And promise to have NO JUDGEMENT.  🙂  Have an amazing weekend!

So it’s a big day, New Year’s Eve – a great day, end of the year, on the verge of the new – also my 15th Wedding Anniversary.  So it’s a pretty big day.  And I’m chewing on a few things, some new, some old, and I invite you to chill with me for a sec and reflect.  Oh yea, and I want to tell you how amazing you are – got your attention?

This has been a pinnacle year for me.  It’s my first year on the blog – which started in January – so a full year of writing.  This alone is a huge personal accomplishment.  My kids program (www.iprojectconfidence.com) which I am hugely proud of, is working in schools and the community.  The two sides of who I am are merging together.  I feel like I’ve finally let all the guards down and started being ME.  I’ve started putting myself out there, and connecting with others that are doing the same.  I made a decision about mid year – that I would only allow amazing people into my life.  Period.  And you know what happened?  That’s who’s come to me.  From all over, and I mean ALL over.  And it all started on the blog.  So WORDPRESS, a huge shout out, and props and all that.  I couldn’t have done it without you.

SO some of you may be thinking, ONLY AMAZING PEOPLE?  Well, who do you think you are?  Here’s your answer.

I’M AMAZING..  AND SO ARE YOU – That’s what I’m here saying today.  We are all connected, we are all amazing.  if you are hiding your light, WHY?

LET GO OF MEDIOCRE. PERIOD.  It does not serve you.  So, now this takes me into something else, which created some discomfort for me yesterday, but I’m going with it and I hope you’ll stick with me to the end.  I’ve been accused recently of being a Liberal.  Which actually I’m not.  Because I see the words in the sense that they are thrown around lately – LIBERAL and CONSERVATIVE as ugly words, mudslinging words meant to sting, or irritate, or whatever.  I’m not on board with it.  I’m actually really over it.  My DEAR old Friend Shannon gave me the opportunity to look at this and shine a light on it – for that I am grateful, why I am so over this bickering back and forth especially here, in the US.

SO this is what I’ve got.  I’m not a liberal.  I’m a Child Advocate.  I’m a CASA.  I get to spend time with a child that is in the system, I go to court and I STAND for that child.  I STAND.  I am part of a network of people that are getting up and STANDING.  In all kinds of places.  People that are getting up and living a passion.  And not just CASA’s.  I am meeting Writers, and Educators, and Administrators, Clairvoyants, Speakers, filmmakers, Chefs.  I’m meeting REGULAR people doing EXTRAORDINARY THINGS.  People that are STANDING.  People that are AMAZING.  That are looking around them and saying, this isn’t enough.  I can do better.  AND I’m meeting more and more every day.  We are connecting.  Here on the blog, in Restaurants, in Schools, in Homes.  We are coming together.  And this is just this year.  So much has happened this year, I am in AWE – and AWE isn’t even a big enough word.  I am honored to be a part of this wonderful thing – and to have been given a voice in this forum to promote it.

Recently a new (an, familiarly old at the same time) friend- David told me “you are a thousand people in one”.  I took that as an amazing compliment – but also recognized, it is amazingly tiring.  So, I am going to do some slowing down this next year, and know that I don’t have to do everything all the time.  If I am doing everything, I may be taking an opportunity away from someone else to shine.  So, I’m going to take a little time to smell the roses (and hopefully the Carbona – in person at Landmarc…in NY) in the very near future…

This has been a year of Pinnacles, as I said.  Starting the blog.  Starting the Traveling Psychic Supper Club. Having the dinner that I thought was the Pinnacle at the Driskill – that lead to so much more than I ever could have imagined.  AND having a BLAST along the way.  I don’t have goals, I have Pinnacles, I reach one, then see another.  And I have the faith to know I will reach it, with no fear.  This is what this looks like, this is STANDING.  So if you have been waiting for a formal invitation – here it is.  I am reaching out my hand to you – with love, because you are amazing too.  And I am asking you – will you STAND TOO?

Happy New Year everyone.  From Outside Austin, Texas

Something else coming.  This is what I keep getting over and over.  Third. Trifecta. Trinity.

Ok I am being told to put this in here AT THE TOP SO PEOPLE WILL READ IT.  SO PLEASE FREAKIN’ READ THIS – and then read the rest.

LAY DOWN THIS GUN CONTROL FIGHT.  NO MATTER WHICH SIDE YOU ARE ON.  The FIGHTING is FEEDING SOMETHING.  Something we don’t want.  I keep seeing the “negative” as the Grinch.  Standing there smirking, saying,

“YES, YES, FIGHT”

This fight over guns reminds me of the Native American Story about TWO WOLVES -which I grabbed from this pretty amazing site: http://www.dennydavis.net/poemfiles/native.htm

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Two Wolves

An old Cherokee told his grandson that a battle that goes on inside each us. The battle is between two ‘wolves’. One ‘wolf’ is Evil. It has anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other ‘wolf’ is Good. It has joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith.”

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: “Which wolf wins?”

The old Cherokee simply replied, “The one you feed.”

I ask you to consider, if you are fighting, which one are you feeding?  I’m not interested in getting into politics – and this isn’t about politics anyway.  It’s a simple question with a simple answer  – WHICH ONE DO YOU FEED?

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THREE OF SWORDS

UGH.  While receiving today, I thought, maybe I am just driving myself crazy with this.  I’m going to take a break here in a few but wanted to share this:  I consulted the Tarot Deck which I have only recently started to learn, and use as a tool – similar to how I used the Doreen Virtue Angel Deck.

I did a quick reading basing thought on Adam Lanza and received what I imagined I would, the reading included the Seven of Swords – a thief, and Inverted Fool, a confused individual.  I wish I had photographed the reading but I didn’t.  I can’t remember anything else about it.

But then I did a one card pull regarding this feeling that there is a third event.  This is the card I got:

three of swords

This is my answer.  Three swords inserted in to a heart.  Sorrow and pain.  Tears fall like rain in the back.  The card is INVERTED, so this is the description of the Upright Three of Swords – as taken from READING TAROT CARDS – by Susan Hansson the book that accompanies the Palladini Deck.  These are from her writings – Susan is a dear friend of mine, so I hope she doesn’t mind…

Three of Swords:  Upright: Heartache and Sorrow.  Tears and Anguish.  Forced separations, loss of love or loved ones.  loneliness.  Emotional Upheaval.  Difficult trying time.  Intense Emotional Pain or Scars.  Betrayals.  Disappointment in Love.

These are the meanings of the INVERTED or REVERSED card.  Sorrow to a lesser degree.  Confusion, Possible danger of position being compromised.  Disorder.  Broken Promises.  Quarreling, Conflict, War.

Even though the reversed card is to a lesser degree, it’s still denoting pain and sorrow.

After reading this I took a short break to peel eggs for deviled eggs that I was going to take to a party I’m not going to make it to.  While I was doing that I KEPT getting:  a feeling of agitation.  A disappointment.  I heard “They are already forgetting”.  and “This can still be avoided.”  Almost coming from two different places, one of good the other…a place desiring pain.  The Angel and Devil on the shoulder almost.

So this is what I take from the reading and what I received after.  We must continue to hold Connecticut in our hearts.  We cannot go back to our everyday lives and forget.  This doesn’t mean wallow in the pain, it means let it change us for good.  Let us carry it to our own families to bond us together.  There is one “side” that wants Chaos and destruction, another that wants peace and love.   Please no one start talking to me about devils here – it’s not a red man with a pitchfork, it’s the collective consciousness.  Telling us, well, you asked for this.  All of this worry and focus on 2012 has brought this to us.  Mayan’s started what you now can finish – you decide the way.  The Mayan’s played their part with that damn calendar that so many people put validity in and now we are living the outcome.  So Sandy Hooks happens and people say, “WHY>>> How did this tragedy happen???”

So that is the Negative talking, right?  Here is Light’s response:  Continue to hold space.  Continue to do whatever it is you do, the best way you know how.  PRAY.  Comfort.  Support.  LOVE.  Families KEEP that bond that this tragedy has afforded us.  Strengthen it and grow it.

Be the WHOS and SING.

whos singing

 

I see the Grinch smirking.  But Remember what happened at the end?

We can do this.

THE GRINCH’S HEART GREW TO THREE TIMES IT’S SIZE…

SO – I am reaching out to anyone who walks in light.  Light workers, Energy workers, Indigos, our Stars and Crystals.  If you practice DEEKSHA – YOU TOO.  Let’s get the word out to the Deeksha Community right away. WHATEVER RELIGION YOU FOLLOW OR DON’T FOLLOW – This means you too.

Whatever this third thing is, can be avoided.

It just takes strength, love and light.  In the case that it happens anyway – so be it.  We will just have to stand where we are and continue to hold space – keeping our umbrellas open.  Whatever the result all things happen in perfect time.  Let’s put what we have out there and have faith in the best.

Please join me in broadcasting LOVE AND LIGHT.  No matter who you are if you stop here I ask you to leave a comment that simply says LOVE.  Then tell someone about what we need to do.  Thank you to anyone who response, in advance.

Hello Everyone –

I have been receiving emails from around the planet.  I received one that opened something up for me, and I wanted to share my response here – If I get the go ahead from the sender, I will share the original email in comments below.  I invite you to KEEP sharing your personal experiences here – we are connected and meant to speak up – share our stories.  Thank you to everyone who has shared theirs.

Thank you so much for the wonderful email.  We share that connection of receiving information – and then having that overwhelming sick feeling when what we were seeing finally makes sense.  Ugh, I know that exact feeling in that exact moment.  I hope that is subsiding a bit today for you, as for me, I am seeing something amazing.
Those of us who “saw” or “felt” prior to the event – we are meant to be something like the pole that holds up a massive tent – that’s the best way of explaining – and funny, originally I saw an umbrella, then said that about the tent, and spirit said to me, NO – say an umbrella!  So, OK!  we are like the supporting pole of an umbrella – meant to stand up WHERE WE ARE and project love and light to hold up this huge web of supporting love for others.  That’s our jobs in this time.
I am also seeing something else – the part of How The Grinch Stole Christmas – when the Grinch steals the Who’s gifts and they sing anyway.  Their joy lifting up to grow the Grinch’s heart.
This is overwhelming to me.  A Love and Joy is growing that is expanding up and over the broken-hearted, love rising up through the cracks of pain and grief.  Holding those in pain with compassion.  Pulling them into ourselves and offering our own hearts to offer relief and comfort and expecting nothing in return.  Now I understand the umbrella.  We are each making the choice to open our own umbrellas one to cover another, opening here and there, all over, to create one large cover of love.  I ask you – please open your umbrella and let’s connect to get through this together.
ONE
In Pain…LOVE
In Chaos…STILLNESS
In Lonliness…A HAND EXTENDED
In Heartbreak…A SONG
In Hopelessness…A HUG
In Despair…AN OPEN HEART
EXTENDS LOVE
EXTENDS LOVE
WE ARE ONE
Thank you to everyone who has written me privately, or posted comments to the blog.
There is work to be done.
OPEN YOUR UMBRELLA.
SHARE LOVE AND HOPE TODAY.

FIRST I WANT TO SAY IF YOU FOUND THIS BY CLICKING ON A LINK, OR SENT BY A SEARCH ENGINE – IT IS NOT A MISTAKE – PLEASE KEEP READING – YOU LANDED HERE FOR A REASON.

Today I have a heavy heart.  Like all of us the ripple effect of ANOTHER school shooting has torn through me – a feeling that reminds me of the days after Sept. 11 – hollow and wanting to help but not knowing how.  And to compound this feeling – is the feeling that any clairvoyant that has seen, not understood, then witnessed in true time that terrible thing.

This is what yesterday was like for me.

I saw the tragedy in only a split second on thursday night – what came to pass yesterday morning in Connecticut.  And I can tell you it sucks and it hurts and it makes me angry and I didn’t understand until this morning why I saw what I saw.  Back when I very first started the blog I wrote the following post about an incident which I am reposting here – so you may be able to get the scope of what I am talking about.  I have seen this before, the day before a lockdown.

https://ifyoucouldseewhatihear.wordpress.com/2012/01/29/another-sunday-morning-and-a-past-experience-thats-been-on-my-mind-3/

Thursday night as I was going to sleep I saw that again.  I saw where I was on the mat, the feeling hit me again, and I don’t know how to explain this but I heard the word and saw it at the same time, but not separately, as one – the word LOCKEDDOWN.  It startled me and I had that feeling again, of why in the world would I think of THAT.  I felt around in my head for a bit, trying to understand, but then went to sleep.

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When I work from home I never have the TV on.  When the articles started showing up online – that’s when I found out.  And I still didn’t make the connection.  Then halfway through reading one I saw it.  The word LOCKDOWN – then it hit me.  To say it hit me is not a true representation.  It dumbfounded and smashed me at the same time.  It took a while to sink in on all the levels.  As a parent.  As a child advocate.  As someone who’s life’s work is working  with elementary school kids – and as a clairvoyant.

And I was pissed.  Raged.  Actually there is not a true word to represent how I felt.  At the same time confused and experiencing complete sorrow when something else hit me.  Everything fell in at once.  Confusion, chaos, screaming, snotty horrified tear-stained faces.  Christmas trees with handmade ornaments with happy school photos in the snowman’s face.  I’ll stop because it’s too much to relive, and to put you, the reader through.  It hurts my heart too much.  But this is what rushed in along with the feeling of WHY DID I SEE THAT LAST NIGHT – WHAT WAS THE POINT???  It’s torture.

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TODAY I WOKE UP WITH MY ANSWER.

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 I am supposed to go to Connecticut.  There is clairvoyant, psychic, whatever you want to call it – healing work to be done there.  I know this sounds crazy.  There is this part of me that says, “why are YOU so important? HUH?”  “WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?”  and I say to those questions I don’t know.  And for now at least JUST SHUT UP SO I CAN THINK!  I am led.  I know that.  There are people there that need to hear what I have to convey.  I’m not going to go into it here for concern of upsetting anyone involved in the tragedy directly – but there is work to be done.  And it’s important not only to the community but to the bigger community of us – all affected.  I keep hearing over and over THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.  SOONER THAN LATER THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.  So time is of the essence.  I don’t understand this, but I am asking for your help.  I’m not asking for money or anything like that – although I have NO idea how this is going to happen – I am asking for IDEAS.  I am asking for CONNECTIONS.  I am asking for you to think and talk about this and see if there is something you know of that can help me get to where I am supposed to be.  Please help me figure out how to make this happen.  It is necessary.  That is all I know.  And it needs to happen soon.  I need to be on a plane within what I see to be the next 3 DAYS.  So I ask, you if you have a thought or idea – nothing is too crazy – please share it here or – and wow I sure don’t know about this part but I am being shown my phone number on my phone – please call me if you do not want to share it here, or want to be anonymous.  My number is 512-496-4284.  My name is Deborah.  My email is deborah@travelingpsychicsupperclub.com.  If you have any thoughts, please share them and let’s take steps to heal this tragedy with love, compassion, support and connection.  Thank you for reading all of this today.  I know it’s a lot to take in.  I am ready.  Let’s go.  THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.

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