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Hello Everyone,  Here are some pics and the original Idea – MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!  If you like, please leave a comment with your name and location in the world – people from all over are looking at this page – let’s keep the connection going!!  Thank you!!

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I wanted to share a simple completely free idea that came to me to honor everyone who lost their lives on Friday in Connecticut, and their families.
I am a MOM (my kids are now 11 and 14) – my family and I live outside of Austin in Leander, Texas. I woke up on Saturday and was looking at our tree, at all of the handmade ornaments my kids have made through the years and was overcome with sorrow for the parents whose trees hold those same ornaments – but in a split second the joy they felt when looking at them turned to something completely different and it broke my heart for them, again. One of the things that has haunted me about this tragedy is that it hit so close to Christmas, and that those kids wouldn’t be there in their homes with their families for that special day that kids look so forward to all year long.
Then something came to me.
Let’s invite them into ALL OF OUR HOMES THIS CHRISTMAS. Let’s make ornaments for them, put them on our OWN trees so WE can share Christmas with THEM. Let’s make them with our own children, as a way to connect and heal. To give something to someone else – their families – from right where we are in our own homes. LOVE.
What if each house had an ornament for one of the kids. Each tree. Everywhere.
SO I invite you to join me in making ornaments. Out of anything. Just take the time to sit down wherever you are, work, home, SCHOOL – This is a great project for teachers and districts to use as a tool to heal. Or at the very least, to honor. And somewhere on the front write a child or teacher’s name that was lost on Friday. Decorate it however you want…
But I’m not creative you say? Well – if that’s the case I’ve included this little poem that also “came” to me. After I wrote it, I noticed it was kind of in the shape of a Christmas Tree. Fitting. So Cut it out, write a name on give it a kiss or press it to your heart, and hang it on a tree.
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ONE
In Pain…LOVE
In Chaos…STILLNESS
In Lonliness…A HAND EXTENDED
In Heartbreak…A SONG
In Hopelessness…A HUG
In Despair…AN OPEN HEART
EXTENDS LOVE
EXTENDS LOVE
WE ARE ONE
The idea of ornaments for these children on trees in homes, in schools, in churches, on trees on the sides of the roads (we do that here in Austin, decorate trees all along the roads) is a big one, it’s HUGE! So I need your help. Let’s show the world our LOVE. Let’s show the Parents we love their kids too. I invite you to make your ornament then post a picture of it or even better you holding it to FACEBOOK. I would love to see nothing but pictures of ornaments in my feed…and please forward this email around to anyone and everyone! Let’s see how long it takes the WORLD to get involved. I thank anyone who helps make this small idea a BIG REALITY. Let’s show our LOVE and SUPPORT to the parents in Connecticut. We are with you, and we will share Christmas (or Hanukkah) with your Kids this year. And the ornaments we made will go in with my kids ornaments, to be put up again every year. In our house, we will never forget.
A group of friends and I got together last night to honor the victims and do this project. We laughed and cried, worked together in silence, then we shared our ornaments with each other and told the story behind it. It was an amazingly special time. I’ll post a video of last night later,  for now I just want to get this idea out and working.  PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COPY AND PASTE THIS INTO AN EMAIL AND FORWARD.  Let’s get LOVE out there!!!
LOVE TO ALL –
Deborah Antich
A MOM in Leander, Texas
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Hello Everyone –

I have been receiving emails from around the planet.  I received one that opened something up for me, and I wanted to share my response here – If I get the go ahead from the sender, I will share the original email in comments below.  I invite you to KEEP sharing your personal experiences here – we are connected and meant to speak up – share our stories.  Thank you to everyone who has shared theirs.

Thank you so much for the wonderful email.  We share that connection of receiving information – and then having that overwhelming sick feeling when what we were seeing finally makes sense.  Ugh, I know that exact feeling in that exact moment.  I hope that is subsiding a bit today for you, as for me, I am seeing something amazing.
Those of us who “saw” or “felt” prior to the event – we are meant to be something like the pole that holds up a massive tent – that’s the best way of explaining – and funny, originally I saw an umbrella, then said that about the tent, and spirit said to me, NO – say an umbrella!  So, OK!  we are like the supporting pole of an umbrella – meant to stand up WHERE WE ARE and project love and light to hold up this huge web of supporting love for others.  That’s our jobs in this time.
I am also seeing something else – the part of How The Grinch Stole Christmas – when the Grinch steals the Who’s gifts and they sing anyway.  Their joy lifting up to grow the Grinch’s heart.
This is overwhelming to me.  A Love and Joy is growing that is expanding up and over the broken-hearted, love rising up through the cracks of pain and grief.  Holding those in pain with compassion.  Pulling them into ourselves and offering our own hearts to offer relief and comfort and expecting nothing in return.  Now I understand the umbrella.  We are each making the choice to open our own umbrellas one to cover another, opening here and there, all over, to create one large cover of love.  I ask you – please open your umbrella and let’s connect to get through this together.
ONE
In Pain…LOVE
In Chaos…STILLNESS
In Lonliness…A HAND EXTENDED
In Heartbreak…A SONG
In Hopelessness…A HUG
In Despair…AN OPEN HEART
EXTENDS LOVE
EXTENDS LOVE
WE ARE ONE
Thank you to everyone who has written me privately, or posted comments to the blog.
There is work to be done.
OPEN YOUR UMBRELLA.
SHARE LOVE AND HOPE TODAY.

FIRST I WANT TO SAY IF YOU FOUND THIS BY CLICKING ON A LINK, OR SENT BY A SEARCH ENGINE – IT IS NOT A MISTAKE – PLEASE KEEP READING – YOU LANDED HERE FOR A REASON.

Today I have a heavy heart.  Like all of us the ripple effect of ANOTHER school shooting has torn through me – a feeling that reminds me of the days after Sept. 11 – hollow and wanting to help but not knowing how.  And to compound this feeling – is the feeling that any clairvoyant that has seen, not understood, then witnessed in true time that terrible thing.

This is what yesterday was like for me.

I saw the tragedy in only a split second on thursday night – what came to pass yesterday morning in Connecticut.  And I can tell you it sucks and it hurts and it makes me angry and I didn’t understand until this morning why I saw what I saw.  Back when I very first started the blog I wrote the following post about an incident which I am reposting here – so you may be able to get the scope of what I am talking about.  I have seen this before, the day before a lockdown.

https://ifyoucouldseewhatihear.wordpress.com/2012/01/29/another-sunday-morning-and-a-past-experience-thats-been-on-my-mind-3/

Thursday night as I was going to sleep I saw that again.  I saw where I was on the mat, the feeling hit me again, and I don’t know how to explain this but I heard the word and saw it at the same time, but not separately, as one – the word LOCKEDDOWN.  It startled me and I had that feeling again, of why in the world would I think of THAT.  I felt around in my head for a bit, trying to understand, but then went to sleep.

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When I work from home I never have the TV on.  When the articles started showing up online – that’s when I found out.  And I still didn’t make the connection.  Then halfway through reading one I saw it.  The word LOCKDOWN – then it hit me.  To say it hit me is not a true representation.  It dumbfounded and smashed me at the same time.  It took a while to sink in on all the levels.  As a parent.  As a child advocate.  As someone who’s life’s work is working  with elementary school kids – and as a clairvoyant.

And I was pissed.  Raged.  Actually there is not a true word to represent how I felt.  At the same time confused and experiencing complete sorrow when something else hit me.  Everything fell in at once.  Confusion, chaos, screaming, snotty horrified tear-stained faces.  Christmas trees with handmade ornaments with happy school photos in the snowman’s face.  I’ll stop because it’s too much to relive, and to put you, the reader through.  It hurts my heart too much.  But this is what rushed in along with the feeling of WHY DID I SEE THAT LAST NIGHT – WHAT WAS THE POINT???  It’s torture.

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TODAY I WOKE UP WITH MY ANSWER.

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 I am supposed to go to Connecticut.  There is clairvoyant, psychic, whatever you want to call it – healing work to be done there.  I know this sounds crazy.  There is this part of me that says, “why are YOU so important? HUH?”  “WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?”  and I say to those questions I don’t know.  And for now at least JUST SHUT UP SO I CAN THINK!  I am led.  I know that.  There are people there that need to hear what I have to convey.  I’m not going to go into it here for concern of upsetting anyone involved in the tragedy directly – but there is work to be done.  And it’s important not only to the community but to the bigger community of us – all affected.  I keep hearing over and over THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.  SOONER THAN LATER THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.  So time is of the essence.  I don’t understand this, but I am asking for your help.  I’m not asking for money or anything like that – although I have NO idea how this is going to happen – I am asking for IDEAS.  I am asking for CONNECTIONS.  I am asking for you to think and talk about this and see if there is something you know of that can help me get to where I am supposed to be.  Please help me figure out how to make this happen.  It is necessary.  That is all I know.  And it needs to happen soon.  I need to be on a plane within what I see to be the next 3 DAYS.  So I ask, you if you have a thought or idea – nothing is too crazy – please share it here or – and wow I sure don’t know about this part but I am being shown my phone number on my phone – please call me if you do not want to share it here, or want to be anonymous.  My number is 512-496-4284.  My name is Deborah.  My email is deborah@travelingpsychicsupperclub.com.  If you have any thoughts, please share them and let’s take steps to heal this tragedy with love, compassion, support and connection.  Thank you for reading all of this today.  I know it’s a lot to take in.  I am ready.  Let’s go.  THERE IS WORK TO BE DONE.

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